time reli flies, my very last & lovely summer vacation is gonna end tmr. work life officially starts... seems getting started with so much unwillingness am I reli get ready for da coming challenges??? Entering a zone of uncomfort & instability, can i reli get the sense of security while getting self esteem & achieving self-actualization in the end? I dunno... anyway, there's no way to go, yet not much to lose, isn't it??? mb like wt my fd said, stay being "ar Q"'s da best way, thgs will go jus rite naturally one day. yes, believe this & u can achieve it. Reviewing my 3 yrs' Uni life, its like a mixture of joy & sorrow, forcing me to turn into a more sophisticated gal. i did many many regrettable thgs, putting my faith & luv in a stupid arrogant self-centred easily-fallen-in-luv-with- other-pretty-gals asshole, those illusion-creating experts, live hall, not following my original plan & being unconcentrated on my studies esp on 1st yr which made my CGPA suffer a lot in subsequent yrs, poor time mgt & not willing to get rid of my lazy & fun-loving character, & most importanly my emotional-driven character as mr.henry suggested. -_____-""" but still, i dare to say in an outfashioned tone: diz is youth, diz is my life. I still hv a dream, yet in a more sophisticated & step by step manner, a brand new start, as a bank's MT.  its lucky to hv my beloved pig & fdsssss around. i luv u guyz alwayz!!!!!!!!!!!  can't describe how many thx i owe u guyz for rocking my days & nites!!! | 
